Today we were singing a song....... actually at our church we have a jam out sessions. It's awesome and loud. I love to worship at our church b/c you can be as loud as you want and that comes very natural to me to be very loud when I sing. We were singing some great worship music when it hit me w/ a flood of tears...... our little girl can hear this music. I know it sounds very simple but it wasn't. Our little girl was listening to God's music through me and our church. I started thinking about what she could actually hear and was she dancin in my belly b/c of this loud noise. I was so emotional thinking she can hear everything! I love it! I love that only God could be this amazing! I think of my sweet niece Morgan and how she screams/sings at the top of her lungs singing praise and worship music all the time. It doesn't ever seem to be on tune but she sure does love to sing God's music. Also my friend Lissa video's her little girl doing the same and it just brings joy to my heart every time I hear her. I pray my little girl does that same:) It was a beautiful morning at church and not only that but she let me know while I was sitting quietly that she heard it too w/ a little love tap.
This past week........
She has been pretty active. Still not any big kicks or punches but still very small love taps (thats what I call them at least). I love feeling her! I am so ready for a really active little girl. The most active she gets is when she or I am hungry. She lets me know. I understand how she feels b/c when I get hungry I get a little antsy and restless too. You can ask my husband:)
This past week.....
my belly has grown a lot. Everybody notices now and they like to touch. Which I don't mind at all:) I promise to post pictures soon. Just building up the courage:)
This past week.....
I bought a few maternity clothes which was soooooo much fun. I never knew how expensive maternity clothes were..... yoikes!! I went to a maternity resale shop and found some goodies for the summer time and some wonderful shirts at Gap. Fun fun!
This past week......
I love when my husband says he loves laying around w/ his girls:) Of course me, our dog and now our little girl! It makes me smile when he says it. He is a beautiful man!
The past week......
We told everyone the name of our little girl which is Skylan Faith:) We have always loved the name Skylar but there are a lot of little girls named that now and I also love something a little different. And over christmas the name Skylan just came to me. We both agreed and loved it. And Faith has so much meaning to us. We have had Faith carry us through the past 2 years of our lives and it is what is going to get us through pretty much our whole lives. So what's better than having a little girl remind us all the time of our Faith!
The past week......
I have still be struggling w/ pain. It has been very frustrating. I have to move slow getting up and sitting down and sometimes that pain just accurs for no reason. Also sometimes that pain wakes me up in my sleep which has been really hard to deal w/ some days. But I think I am getting more use to it. I don't complain as much as I did. So.......... God is getting me through this. I go to the doctor thursday and I going to ask a lot of questions about why this may be happening but as long as our little girl is ok then I can deal w/ the pain.
Thank you for your prayers b/c I can feel them when I am weak!
Love and Blessings to all!
Doylina
another beautiful post!
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